► And once again, I expect nothing to happen ( Read more... )

► My grandmother, Mum, was released from the hospital today. The endoscopy and another ultrasound didn't find anything, but the doctor's still think her upper abdominal pain is coming from her liver. My aunt told me she has an appointment in a month to see a specialist, and as of right now she seems to not be in immediate danger. I hope not.

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► Talk about anticlimactic. Weeks of obsessive worry, and days of barely sleeping and I found out that my test results from October show I have a Vitamin D deficiency. Guess it's a good thing I've been taking daily supplements these past 2 months ( Read more... )

► UPS dropped off the package with my books this morning at 11:00am. It was the same guy that dropped off the package with Dad's DVD on Wednesday. He made a passing remark to a different delivery guy making the delivery attempt yesterday when I said I had just missed him by leaving around the time they came. Still have no firm idea why it was ( Read more... )

► So much for that. As I'm feeling a lot better, it's the perfect time for my nerves to start going silly. Major worries at the moment are Dad away on his cruise, and my mounting dread over my appointment next week to be psychologically re-evaluated. Those always make me feel like I'm going on an audition, where the point is to prove you're ( Read more... )

► It's funny how quickly your mood can change. This afternoon I went out with Dad to the store and then to visit my grandmother. I was fine, but tonight I'm starting to get a little bit... well I guess "apathetic" feeling. Not quite depressed, but not quite fine.

Picked up 2 DVDs. The first one is the movie Backdraft, which I've never seen ( Read more... )

► Yeah, I'm done with those big ass, rock hard calcium carbonate pills I got on Thursday. I took my 2 and a half dosage yesterday and I swear they're getting harder to crunch through. That would be fine, but the aftertaste is getting worse. All evening and night long I was belching this awful mix of stale soda burp and shellfish. Felt nauseous ( Read more... )

► We had a bit of a surprise this morning. It seems that the no parking sign, that was placed in front of our apartment building this summer, has been removed. Pole and all. It looks as if it was never even there ( Read more... )

► It's been a relatively quiet day. Spent most of the day asleep, except for when I answered the phone twice in the early afternoon. Dad called to confirm we're going over tomorrow, and to tell me my sister-in-law will be baking me a surprise cake. I'm looking forward to that. My brother called an hour later to wish me a happy birthday too. ( Read more... )

► God damn, the Walmart brand of chips are no longer edible. Had some this morning and I've been laying in bed all day feeling sick to my stomach, with my hot water bottle turning my skin beet red.

I'd try throwing up to feel better, but I haven't "been sick" in 15 or 16 years. Years or extreme Emetophobia have seemingly made it impossible for ( Read more... )